My Name is Saeed and this is how I accepted Islam

My Name is Saeed and this is how I accepted Islam.

Mere Naam Saeed Hai, Mai 34 Saal Ka Hu Aur Mai Sweden Mai Rehta Hu. Last Month Of June Maine Apni Shahada Liya Aur Iske Sath Mai Apne Khubsurat Religion Islam Mai Agaya. Yeh Rahi Meri Kahani – Kaise Maine Islam Qaboola (How I Accepted Islam).

Islam Ke Bare Mai Janne Se Pehle, Mai Bilkul Bhi Is Religion Ke Bare Mei Janna Nahi Chahta Tha, Mere Liye Yeh Aisa Tha Jaise “Dusro Ke Liye, Naa Ki Mere Liye”. Mai Ek Catholic Tha Par Mujhe Isse Koi Fark Nahi Padta, And Lakbhag Mujhe Christian Dharm Kabhi Samjh Hi Nahi Aaya, Subhanallah!! Kabhi Mujhe Koi Logic Nahi Samjh Aaya. Isliye Mai Hamesha Ki Tarha Ek Normal Life Jee Raha Tha, Ek Western Life Bina Religion Ke Bare Mai Soche. Islam Qabool Karne Se Pehle Mai Lagbhag Ek Nastic Hi Tha.

Kaise Mujh Jaise Islam Na Manne Wala Admi Ek Islamic Bangaya? Waise Yeh Sab 2011 Ki Sardiyo Mai Suru Hua, Jab Maine Muslim’s Se Milna Shuru Kiya Facebook And Real Life Mai, Mere Philistine Activity Ke Zariye. Dusre Non-Muslims Ke Tarha Mai Bhi Islam Ke Bare Mei Kuch Nahi Janta Tha Aur Isi Tarha Maine Apne Naye Muslim Dosto Se Sawal-Jawab Karna Suru Kiya. Ek Baat Jo Mujhe Chawka Gayi Wo Thi, Ki Wo Sab Ek Hi Jawab Dete The, Halaki Sab Ek Dusre Se Kafi Alag The Par, Unki Knowledge Aur Unke Answer Ek Hi Hote The. Halaki Wo Itna Zyda Muslim Tarike Par Chalne Wale Bande Nahi The Fir Bhi Unki Knowledge Islam Pe Ek Hi Jaisi Thi Aur Wo Hamesha Mujhe Batate Ki Mujhe Kaha Se Islam Ke Bare Mai Aur Malumat Quran Se Kaise Hasil Karna Chahiye. Yeh Bat Mujhe Bahot Achi Lagi Unke Bare Mei, Unki Har Ek Bat Mai Logic Hota Tha Jo Mujhe Catholic Hone Par Nahi Dikhayi Pada.

Muslamano Se Bat Karne Ke Bahot Pehle Se Hi Mai Quran Ki Tilawat Suna Karta Tha, Mujh Mai Hamesha Se Ek Wo Bat Thi Jo Mujhe Wo Tilawat Bahot Hi Khubsurat Sunayi Padti Thi, Jabki Mujhe Arabic Mai Kuch Samjh Nahi Ata Tha. Maine Bahot Bar Quran Ki Tilwat Karte Huwe Tilwat Karne Wale Ko Rote Huwe Suna Aur Yeh Bat Mujhe Chhu Gayi. Ek Raat Maine Khawab Mai Quran Ki Tilawat Suni Aur Pata Nahi Kaise Maine Wo Arabic Mai Kaha Gaya Har Ek Word Samjh Liya, Jabki Wo Arabic Mai Hi Tha. Aur Mai Ek Masjid Dekh Pa Raha Tha Us Khuwab Mai.

Us Wakaye Ke Baad Maine Islam Ke Bare Mai Janne Ke Liye Bahot Research (khujbeen) Ki, Aur Sabse Pehla Kaam Maine Suar Ka Gosht Khana Chora, Kyunki Achanak Hi Maine Wo Gosht Khana Bahot Hi Ganda Paya. March 2012 Mai Maine Quran Swedish Zabaan Mai Suru Se Padhna Suru Kiya, Aur Iske Sath Hi Meri Zindagi Badal Gayi. Mai Puri Tarha Se Kho Gaya Ismai, Ismai Mujhe Wo Sare Jawab Mile Jo Ki Mujhe Chahiye Thhey Islam Qabool Karne Ke Liye, Padhte Huwe Mere Dimag Mai Sawal Aate, Allah (SWT) Kya Kehta Hai, Subhanallah, Jab Mai Dusra Page Palatta Toh Mujhe Wo Sawal Ka Pura Jawab Is Qadar Milta Jaise Ki Allah (SWT) Ne Mere Dimag Mai Wo Sawal Dala Ho Aur Fir Uska Jawab Khud Diya Ho, Issi Se Mujhe Laga Ki Allah Mujhe Hidayat De Raha Hai Sahi Raste Par Chalne Ki. Aur Jab Maine Padha Ki Allah Sirf Unhe Hidayat Deta Hai Jinhe Wo Chahta Hai Toh Maine Khud Ko Bahot Hi Humble Paya, Aur Bahot Bar Maine Khud Ko Rote Paya. Fir Allah (SWT) Aur Uske Pyare Rasool Mohammad (PBUH) Ke Liye Puri Izzat Ke Sath Maine Namaz Padhna Sikha. Aur Jab Mai Quran Padhta Aur Namaz Ada Karta, Mere Dil Mei Ek Bahot Achi Si Feeling Aati, Jisse Samjha Pana Bahot Hi Mushkil Hai. Mai Bus Itna Keh Sakta Hu Ki Sab Kuch Achanak Se Bahot Hi Acha Ho Gaya, Aur Mera Nazariya Kuch Bato Ki Taraf Badal Gaya.

 Mere Ek Dost Ne Mujhe Kaha Ki Mujhe Paas Hi Ek Masjid Mai Jana Chahiye Aur Waha Ke Musalmano Aur Imam Se Bat Karni Chahiye, Aur Janna Chahiye Ki Wo Kya Kehte Hai. Isliye Maine Baroz Juma Paas Hi Ki Ek Masjid Jane Ka Faisla Kiya Aur Waha Ke Imam Se Bat Ki Namaz Ke Baad, Aur Wo Bahot Hi Khus Huwe Mere Bare Mai Jankar, Aur Dusre Musalmano Ne Bhi Meri Batein Suni, Aur Wo Bahot Khus Huwe Mujhse Milkar, Waha Sab log Bahot Achi Tarhe Mile Mujhse Mashaallah Aur Maine Khud Ko Unmai Se Ek Hi Paya. Jab Mai Waha Tha Tab Hi Maine Socha Ki Mujhe Sahada Leni Hai Aur Musalman Banna Hai. Mai Ander Se Pehle Se Hi Islam Qabool Chukka Thha, Mai Roz Namaze Ada Kar Raha Tha, Aur Maine Sari Buri Adatein Jaise Ki Sharab, Smoking Chor Di Thhi. Jaise Ki Maine Kaha, Saturday, June 02, Maine Kaha “Ash-Hadu AnLa Ilaha Illa Allah, Wa Ash-Hadu Anna Mohammadan ‘Abduhu Wa Rasuluhu” Aur Us Waqt Aisa Laga Jaise Maine Puri Duniya Hi Paali.

Aur Jabse Maine Islam Qaboola Hai Meri Zindagi Bahot Hi Khusnuma Ho Gayi Hai, Sab Kuch Acha Hai, Mai Allah (SWT) Ka Sukar Ada Karta Hu Ki Usne Mujhe Sare Rizq Diye. Aur Is February  Main ek Bahot Hi Khubsurat Muslima Ladki Se Shadi Ki, Jo Ki Morocco Se Hai. Aur Ab Hum Apni Aghhey Ki Zindagi Ek Ache Musalman Banke Guzarna Chahte Hain.